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Thursday, April 27, 2006

well, the day today in class was quite tense, everyone wasn't in a good mood, flaring up easily...perhapes it is partially due to the fact that there are 2 tests today, and at that, they are english and literature. eng again, haix. just hate it. slacking quite a lot today, my main accomplishments were just mainly reading an hour of story book(operation book worm), practising piano and...blogging? anyway, i aren't going to have any tests till next week, that is geography test. besides, i have generally studied it already, so...

Alvin made an interesting but most oftenly true statement today. "i do not like this because my grandma likes it. things that she likes don't suit me," this is sadly true most of the time due to the generation gap. however, the way it is phrased is just...unique. i like it because she doesn't...interesting

going to read for maybe 20 more mins later before preparing for bed. ha! slacking night...:) :=) |:=) |:+) |:+=) L:+=)

...szeyuan...6:35 AM...

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

yah, thats right, the week's coming to an end, and tests are coming. i have a biology test tomorrow and after preparing concept maps, my file, and completing most of the revision, i am here blogging! -_- had a mathematics test today and i just hope to get an A1...

did something, which i felt was bad, today. i got Chunqi punished during eng lesson and he had to stand on a single tile for a whole hour. arrgh! i really didn't meant to harm him, at least not in such a cruel way. well, it all happened in the morning when he was playing some games on his HP. some of us tried disturbing Chunqi and all of a sudden, he swung his arms out and pinched my......yah, thats about it, but he did it...twice... and during eng lesson, i just made a casual comment about it and chunqi was...gone... felt guilty after that though, and i found my self wondering if i actually did the right thing...

test tests tests, it is raining tests...but heck! i've my umbrella with me...though i feel as prepared as last term, which i too felt pretty prepared. though i FELT prepared, last term was a disaster. so this term? but anyway, just trying my best... ;) not gonna get stressed out from this, though i had suffered a sudden loss control of my temper and actions just a few days ago. it is during these times, when i get so fed up and fustrated, that i discover that inside me, there is a wide range of COLOURFUL vocab too... ;)

watched a video about Morgan today, which was so funny, not the video of course, but the reaction of my class. everyone was like --> *_*zZz. no, not sleeping, but just "gong". i like Morgan, i mean he is so cool. imagine calling all the presidents of banks in Singapore together, be it POSSB or whatsoever, and lock them up in a room, or just take a river taxi on Singapore river and go to and fro and to and fro and to and fro, forcing them to come up with an idea to save Singapore from...anything. how cool is that!?!? or what about having billions of assets in your name and having people think you are god, cool? when i reach that level someday(thats if i could) i would call all principals together and...*evil laughter*...
oh come'on, just joking, i am or rather i WOULD be a very "ren2" leader ok... ;)

...szeyuan...6:07 AM...

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

arrgh! so irritated. just typed half a post and due to some foreseen difficulties, had to close all internet windows. i was very certained i pressed the ctrl+c button and now, when i press ctrl+v, where the heck did it fly to!?!anyway, to the main topic. the RGS compre planned at the last 2 periods made my day a suffer, at least for most of the times...though there were "fun" moments too...

that was during biology lesson and we were learning cells. arrgh, our cells seemed to have evolved as we approach secondary schools. just 2 circles inside one big circle. now much more things pop put from no where, theres a rod here, theres the mitochondrion there. didn't quite comprehand what was thaught, neither do i expect the class to. nevermind, i shall read at home and HOPEFULLY, i may get a better understanding. but yah, no gurantee i will understand what i am reading. some of the things taught when...
"inside the cell you have the necleus(yah, thats familiar),and in side the nucleus you have your nucleolus and it also contains exactly 46 chromosomes except the sperm cell(never heard before but still generally OK). Along the length of each chromosome is a series of chemical structures called genes.(er...ok)The chemical that forms genes is called DNA (deoxyribonucleic acid)(ei...huh).the DNA is made up of a long chain of nucleotides.(nuclo..wad?)A nucleotide is made up of a 5-carbon sugar molecule joined to a phosphate group (-PO3) and an organic base.(wad'ya saying?)the 5-carbon sugar is made up of:
Adenine (A)
Thymine (T)
Cytosine (C)
Guanine (G)"

the lesson was mainly like that. i think you could guess the faces of us. but we still had great fun though. the joy of learning comes from the laughter u get in your classrooms ;)

...szeyuan...6:27 AM...

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

as the title spells it, i am not in a good mood now, probably because of the fact that i just woke up from my afternoon slumber. well finding, or at least trying to find, my file yesterday, i discovered, oh great, i left my file in the CO room. and byu everyright, i should be able to get it back on my practice day, which is on this friday. and, you guessed it, good friday-_-||| arrgh, and to add to my agony, there is this certain RGS compre tomorrow which is making me so fustrated, or "sian" as you call it.

well, i do not normally post in a bad mood, yah, that explains the lack of entries. but i thought, since i am free now, why not...ok, this sentence doesn't make any sense -_-||| tried my C++programing code just now but the one i have at home doesn';t seem to be similar to that of the school, and to think it was recommended by my IS teacher. theres a street soccer league coming up in hwa chong and just hope to be in part of it. haven't been playing soccer lately.

i pretty much enjoy secondary school life in hwachong due to the freedom but yet enriching education they provide ast the same time. i en joy practically all the subjects...including...
Math, History, Science, Geography, Chinese(its acceptable), Literature, Infocomm is okay too, and if you were expecting me to include English too, sorry to dissapoint you. English isn't for me, please...

...szeyuan...3:45 AM...

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

shucks, haven't ben blogging lately mainly because i was lazy to, but now that i am blogging once, please give me your comments.(doesn't make sense, heck...just comment will do)

well, i had my projects day preliminary judging today and i guess i did fairly well, in a sense that there weren't much questions araised and that there weren't any extremely negative comments. i then proceeded to LT4 after the session in the computer lab ended. there, i was punished early into session, well, it was a blessing in disguise actually. i mean not the punishment but because i was punished early and thus need not suffer the terrible fate of putting up your socks and shoes on your head while you stood, a punishment totally humiliating, disgracing and inhumane...but at the very least, it was all a necessity...

then we had our CIP project, "a million lotus" or something like that, i through it, i chanced upon a deep realisation of myself......i am not suited for origami(spelt like that)? there isn't such a word in the dictionary too though, but, u know what i mean) there was no lesson for the day as it was projects day.-_-|||

in my personal opinion, as chunqi had said, i feel that the projects day judging is totally meaningless. "judging"... as the saying goes,"if u judge a person, you will have no time to love them". then, how will the teachers find time to love us...-_-|||

yah, tianhao has recently been defeated by Javan, much to the delight of his previous victims. now, wahahahaha, he has finally gotten a taste of his own medicine. the way javan defeated tianhao was in magnificant style. left hand chop, right hand another one, right leg KICK and tada, bullseye! but strangely, now, after writing all this, i pity TianHao...:)

i have been playing chapteh lately in school but....it is no longer the same as before in primary school days.where had the exhilaration of just finding a normal shuttlecock which can be doubled up as a chapteh gone to?since when has winning or losing become such an important factor in just a normal recess game, such to the extent that disputes happen over it. since when has the winning mentality become so great that the game can't even be sustained for just a few kicks before the chapteh lands again? and after you had won it, you look back and realise, its just a game...chapteh isn't as fun as it used to be anymore, especially when the desire to win is so great. as i look back to the primary school days, i begin to cherish the little time spent in the hall, kicking a shuttlecock around, which many would dismiss as a stupid game...

now, i shall end my post with a famous proverb. i trust everyone knows about the saying "Silence is Golden", but this in actual fact is actually only half of the original proverb but yet, little people know about it...
the following line actually reads,
"But noise is platinum..."

-SzeYuan-

...szeyuan...6:05 AM...

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