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Friday, August 11, 2006

life's been good... ...

June-- Had a one month break with no or limited interuptions between... need i talk further?

July-- In which my birthday fell on one of a day among the 31 days other days in the month, got a soccer ball. yeah... finally one of my own :)

August-- National day! which was 3 days ago. and in which 3 days after national day, i am right here writing... -_-'''

Now-- exams, exams... EL gone Geog gone, Literature gone......dadada...

haix... wad's there left to write about.... life has been fine but boring... except for the few hours after school in which i come out for a breather... on the field...with a ball...
was punished yesterday but Bian jiang for not bring the article on chopsticks... so spent 40 minutes standing outside... its just an article, need you do this... why can't we just share with our partners and learn something...don't you know that i am so "enthusiastic in learning", at times...(yeah right)...only at times..of course....

there's this discussion going on about the use of standared English and Singlish. i would not like to comment much on it, but...don't you find it ironic that there lies such a profound explanation to this supposedly inferior and simple language, Singlish... have a look http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Singlish

...szeyuan...9:43 PM...

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

hi there, haven't been posting for quite a while. yah, thats right, laziness again. i had my sabbatical week recently and my sabbatical was science eureka, together with the majority of the class.as you can see, recently i screwed up my blogskin, but thank god, kezheng says that he had found a solution. yah right, even my pathetic comments section is gone. what crap...

science eureka was all right, but the biology section was totally boring. i screwed up my last experiment together with chern yuen and goh id. i enjoyed the chemistry part, the lazer one, and, well, the carolina(however you spell it), though not as much comparatively. yah, i had the street soccer competition on wednesday? somewhere around there, and though my team thrashed the sec 2, i played badly. we were one-nil down at first in the first half and things only changed for the better when alvin came on. he was totally incredible... bing lin was also great with a wonderful volley, resulting in a final score of 3-1. :)

was revising(or rather learning) my science a few moments ago. everything was fine till i came to the small intestine. i was like huh? huh? huh? haix, AT LEAST i made it to the small intestine. shall continue later on.

i just have this sudden urge of playing soccer now. but i can only play when friday comes. even then thers only a 50% chance. Thats cause friday = PE = most of time table tennis. what crap can? i had like only played table tennis twice in my whole life. and i don't even know the rules. i would rather just grab a chapteh and play outside while others are table tennising(continueous form). i want soccer so much...

another 3 days and 2 tests are right up. like huh? why put tests on the 2nd last day of school. for your info, i have been like having tests since 19th april, which is exactly 1 month and 2 days ago. 1 month and 2 days of tests, how crappy is that!?!? tests seemed to be the bane of my life in my primary school days. every night before tests, i would mug like crazy. but thats only 4 days, or okay, 5 days inclusive of higher chi. if i were to mug like that now, i might be dead before tests were even over. now thinking, my mugging last time didn't seem to help me much though. my sci teacher just kept nagging us to read our science guide when i practically knew it inside out alreaday. well, thats of course after reading it over a dozen times. i really don't get it why teachers keep bugging us to revise the same old things when we already knew them. perhapes if we spent the time revising the same old things playing some games instead, to stimulate brain activity, our results could have been better. but things are different now. now, we barely have enough time to finish studying (studying, not revising) our topics when tests arrive, much less some needless mugging...but even so, some games might still stimulate the brain to work better. so...

alright, shall end here now. mugging, useful mugging of sciece may continue now. come, wish me luck that i will know what i am reading later on. lets keep our fingers crossed....xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

...szeyuan...1:33 AM...

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

haven't been posting lately due to laziness. shucks...i just found out the max ace u can get for blogging for the whole year is only 3, a vast difference from what i previously thought, that is 9. haiz...

things are getting on rather smoothly lately, especially with the getting back of results. well, my results are something to cheer about.(beams proudly) lol... i indeed improved vastly from the 1st term.

well, just a short post here. really short one. just to let you know that i am still alive.
:) :=) |:=) |:+) |:+=) L:+=)

...szeyuan...3:23 AM...

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

well, the day today in class was quite tense, everyone wasn't in a good mood, flaring up easily...perhapes it is partially due to the fact that there are 2 tests today, and at that, they are english and literature. eng again, haix. just hate it. slacking quite a lot today, my main accomplishments were just mainly reading an hour of story book(operation book worm), practising piano and...blogging? anyway, i aren't going to have any tests till next week, that is geography test. besides, i have generally studied it already, so...

Alvin made an interesting but most oftenly true statement today. "i do not like this because my grandma likes it. things that she likes don't suit me," this is sadly true most of the time due to the generation gap. however, the way it is phrased is just...unique. i like it because she doesn't...interesting

going to read for maybe 20 more mins later before preparing for bed. ha! slacking night...:) :=) |:=) |:+) |:+=) L:+=)

...szeyuan...6:35 AM...

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

yah, thats right, the week's coming to an end, and tests are coming. i have a biology test tomorrow and after preparing concept maps, my file, and completing most of the revision, i am here blogging! -_- had a mathematics test today and i just hope to get an A1...

did something, which i felt was bad, today. i got Chunqi punished during eng lesson and he had to stand on a single tile for a whole hour. arrgh! i really didn't meant to harm him, at least not in such a cruel way. well, it all happened in the morning when he was playing some games on his HP. some of us tried disturbing Chunqi and all of a sudden, he swung his arms out and pinched my......yah, thats about it, but he did it...twice... and during eng lesson, i just made a casual comment about it and chunqi was...gone... felt guilty after that though, and i found my self wondering if i actually did the right thing...

test tests tests, it is raining tests...but heck! i've my umbrella with me...though i feel as prepared as last term, which i too felt pretty prepared. though i FELT prepared, last term was a disaster. so this term? but anyway, just trying my best... ;) not gonna get stressed out from this, though i had suffered a sudden loss control of my temper and actions just a few days ago. it is during these times, when i get so fed up and fustrated, that i discover that inside me, there is a wide range of COLOURFUL vocab too... ;)

watched a video about Morgan today, which was so funny, not the video of course, but the reaction of my class. everyone was like --> *_*zZz. no, not sleeping, but just "gong". i like Morgan, i mean he is so cool. imagine calling all the presidents of banks in Singapore together, be it POSSB or whatsoever, and lock them up in a room, or just take a river taxi on Singapore river and go to and fro and to and fro and to and fro, forcing them to come up with an idea to save Singapore from...anything. how cool is that!?!? or what about having billions of assets in your name and having people think you are god, cool? when i reach that level someday(thats if i could) i would call all principals together and...*evil laughter*...
oh come'on, just joking, i am or rather i WOULD be a very "ren2" leader ok... ;)

...szeyuan...6:07 AM...

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

arrgh! so irritated. just typed half a post and due to some foreseen difficulties, had to close all internet windows. i was very certained i pressed the ctrl+c button and now, when i press ctrl+v, where the heck did it fly to!?!anyway, to the main topic. the RGS compre planned at the last 2 periods made my day a suffer, at least for most of the times...though there were "fun" moments too...

that was during biology lesson and we were learning cells. arrgh, our cells seemed to have evolved as we approach secondary schools. just 2 circles inside one big circle. now much more things pop put from no where, theres a rod here, theres the mitochondrion there. didn't quite comprehand what was thaught, neither do i expect the class to. nevermind, i shall read at home and HOPEFULLY, i may get a better understanding. but yah, no gurantee i will understand what i am reading. some of the things taught when...
"inside the cell you have the necleus(yah, thats familiar),and in side the nucleus you have your nucleolus and it also contains exactly 46 chromosomes except the sperm cell(never heard before but still generally OK). Along the length of each chromosome is a series of chemical structures called genes.(er...ok)The chemical that forms genes is called DNA (deoxyribonucleic acid)(ei...huh).the DNA is made up of a long chain of nucleotides.(nuclo..wad?)A nucleotide is made up of a 5-carbon sugar molecule joined to a phosphate group (-PO3) and an organic base.(wad'ya saying?)the 5-carbon sugar is made up of:
Adenine (A)
Thymine (T)
Cytosine (C)
Guanine (G)"

the lesson was mainly like that. i think you could guess the faces of us. but we still had great fun though. the joy of learning comes from the laughter u get in your classrooms ;)

...szeyuan...6:27 AM...

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

as the title spells it, i am not in a good mood now, probably because of the fact that i just woke up from my afternoon slumber. well finding, or at least trying to find, my file yesterday, i discovered, oh great, i left my file in the CO room. and byu everyright, i should be able to get it back on my practice day, which is on this friday. and, you guessed it, good friday-_-||| arrgh, and to add to my agony, there is this certain RGS compre tomorrow which is making me so fustrated, or "sian" as you call it.

well, i do not normally post in a bad mood, yah, that explains the lack of entries. but i thought, since i am free now, why not...ok, this sentence doesn't make any sense -_-||| tried my C++programing code just now but the one i have at home doesn';t seem to be similar to that of the school, and to think it was recommended by my IS teacher. theres a street soccer league coming up in hwa chong and just hope to be in part of it. haven't been playing soccer lately.

i pretty much enjoy secondary school life in hwachong due to the freedom but yet enriching education they provide ast the same time. i en joy practically all the subjects...including...
Math, History, Science, Geography, Chinese(its acceptable), Literature, Infocomm is okay too, and if you were expecting me to include English too, sorry to dissapoint you. English isn't for me, please...

...szeyuan...3:45 AM...

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