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Friday, February 24, 2006

yup, thats right, friday's here. have finished most of the tests and haven't exactly scored well on average..sigh
but know that i do know the format, i believe i'll do better in the following tests.. com'on, keep a positive attitude...smile....I WILL DO BETTER IN FOLLOWING TESTS,AND I AM ONE WHO HONOURS MY PROMISES.(("v"))

enough of tests..now to my EP3.aka.CCA. had a 2 hour practice session in which practiced 20 minutes. could had done nothing if not for me asking my senior what exactly am i supposed to do here..rot??(of course, i did not say this..paraphrase....)

had a 2.4km run today, in which i had to run 6 rounds around the track. could had run 7 rounds if not for soo yee's reminder. yi chao's back...

had i talk with him during our wait for the bus at the bus stop and found that u weren't exactly mean or whatsoever, just spend a little time to try to understand what he thinks and how he feels and probably things would change for the better. if anyone out there doesn't know who yi chao is, just drop by swordzdevil.blogspot.com and you will roughly know who he is. i passed my infocomm studies!!! SEE, MIRACLES DO HAPPEN...

Beware of tian hao and chunqi, if possible, avoid going too near to them. Intentional accidents can happen anywhere, anytime. If there is really a need to approach them, take good care of your _ _ _ _. Call an ambulance to be on stand by too just to be safe.........Just take good care of your _ _ _ _.

...szeyuan...5:23 AM...

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Saturday, February 18, 2006

ok, i would like to thank those who commented on my blog.

the day before, i watched the liverpoool vs man utd match. quite a boring match, albeit it wasn't a draw. ok, man utd loss, and i aren't happy about it.....feeling neutral at the moment.....

if anyone out here still doesn't know it, i AM A MAN UTD FAN. surprisingly, as a man utd fan, i do not feel any sense of sadness due to the fact that my team had lost, but, all this might be different if alan smith hadn't broken his leg in the final minutes of the match...it was a serious injury, one that would probably rule him out from the rest of the season. i admire the team spirit man utd had showed, saying they would work even harder to win the league cup for smith. hopefully, this incident would spur man utd on..

ok, to the main topic, just taking some time off after finding out that there isn't any test the following day. was browsing through some of my friends' blogs before this and realised how serious females' mood swings were. well, not that i hadn't realised it before, but my belief had been strenghtened even more by now. had several tests the previous week. i could manage most of them except infocomm studies. performed really badly. not that i didn't study, but whats the point in doing so, i did not even understand what i was reading about...thus, it came as no surprise that i got 3 mistakes in the first page alone which consisted of 5 questions.

5 tests down! 3 more to go!

had soccer for PE on friday, wasn't exactly the best game, but it was all right. :) went for chinese orchestra on friday, yu qian weren't there. ok, CO aren't as bad as i thought, based on the very fact that there were only 1 practice a week and it lasted for only 2 hours for ME! yeahness...

signing off now..

...szeyuan...9:55 PM...

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Monday, February 13, 2006

tests are coming and ...........some are over too. please leave a comment whenever you drop by, can??please. its as if i am speaking to the wall. 1 comment for my last post, pathetic ! a simple "hi"willl do and i would greatly appreciate that. please....

ARRGH! fed up with my blog.

having an english test tomorrow, the subject i _ _ _ _the most. oh yah, mr quak passes by here too right? i don't think i willl get beyond 21, or i will get a 21 at most. sigh....discovered the interest in literature for me, but the _ _ _ _for languages seem to have become more obvious in my secondary school life. languages hasn't been subjects i prefered since the past.

just a random post, nothing in mind actually, just useless thoughts that are floating about in my head...coming to hwa chong is indeed very different from primary school life. at times, i feel just like a little fish swimming right in the middle of the vast sea, apprehensive about things and at times, unclear of what is actually going on......sigh.....

PLEASE, DO COMMENT ON MY BLOG WHEN YOU HAVE THE TIME. MY BLOG IS LIKE SO DEAD...........

...szeyuan...5:11 AM...

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Monday, February 06, 2006

everything is back to normal, after that 4 day break chinese new year had brought along with..SiGh.....
i had assembly today, a whole 2 hours! once a week, every week, every month.....the session today was slightly better than that of others. just finished posting my comment on the discussion board which hopefully will get me some ACE points. the comment wasn't short .........i spent about 40 minutes on it, something like an essay. speaking about essays, i received my short story back today! same as before, STILL 20 marks...
had japanese today too, and i had spelling. i improved by 50%! i got 2/5 the previous time and i scored 3/5 this time. haha, yah, its lame.............
was thinking how it would be like if what i did was all perfect and all i had were 100s, surprisingly, the thought sent a shudder down my spine.......then i thought, what would i be doing then when this comes........this is scary..the thought of not doing anything and knowing everything you can imagine, regardless of whether it was small or big,IS SCARY.....

really

it is scary

i would rather stick with what i am now, not knowing everthing but at least something, not doing nothing but something. life would be much better.......than the FICTIONAL FUTURE(or thought, or whatever u wish to call it..)

u might have noticed that i had changed the title of my blog(though most probably u wouldn't but would now naturally turn and have a look),this is so as after visiting some of the blogs, i realised that most of them had the same title"my life". so, i decided to be unique..... :)

...szeyuan...5:44 AM...

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